Feeling Worthy

I am Worth - Motivation RhondaI am worthy.   TOTALLY.

For the past five months, I have been working with a life coach.  Yep.  Coaches need to be coached.  Leaders need to be led.  We all need guidance.  I can’t do it myself.

I initially decided I needed some coaching when a lot of things in my life started to change this year.  I had rapid success in the past year and then all of sudden, things slowly changed.  I didn’t understand what what was happening.  Fear was taking over and I started to not feel worthy of my success.  Even though I worked so hard, for some reason, I started to tell myself these false truths about who I am and who I deserve to be.

Being coached is not easy.  It takes work.  Growing, learning and emerging into the person I know I am destined to be takes a lot of inner reflection.  It takes asking myself many difficult questions.  It takes some tears.  Some days many tears.

It’s been a process, but one thing I am learning is that at the core of my limiting beliefs is this crazy notion of not feeling worthy or not being enough.  I’m still not really sure where this is coming from and so it’s a process of peeling layer after layer to get to the core of where the false identification of unworthiness emerged.

I’m getting there.  Slowly.  Growth is a process.  Growth takes work.

Average is easy.  I am NOT average.

I do know I am worthy.  I know that I am SO enough.  I know this in my heart.  I know this in my soul.  So it should be so easy to overcome this.  I wish.

Changing our limiting beliefs is not something that happens overnight.  It’s a daily practice. One that I’m committed to working on daily.

Fear will cripple you.  Fear will tell you lies.  Fear will tell you you’re not enough, you don’t deserve it.  Fear will paralyze you from taking action.  Fear will have you believe everything that is completely untrue of yourself.

Fear is a bitch.  And so I’m sick of her.  And now that I identified her face, I’m fighting back this time.  I’m not going to let her win anymore.

I am worthy.  I don’t need validation from anyone to prove this.

I am enough.  I am strong.  I am a positive influence.  I empower others.

I go through things too.

But I know this.  I CAN do hard things.

It would be easy to not be coached.  It would be easy to not face my fears.  It would be easy to quit, to give up, to go back to my old self.

I don’t want to take the easy route.  I want to go through it and get to the other side.  That is growth and that is why I’m committed to this.

And I know there are beautiful things in store because I am worthy of all of it.

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